A Crockpot Kind of Faith

I’m doing a lot of reflecting this month, and I invite you to join me.

Three years ago, in the middle of 2020, I felt God invite me to quit my job. This was a well-paying job at a large non-profit where I was excelling. At the time, I was able to work from home and was finding more balance in my life.

But it was my time to go.

On Monday, 8/28, it will be three years since my last day at that job.

That is absolutely wild! I cannot believe that it’s been so long since I followed the Lord into the wilderness. Over the years, I’ve learned so much and grown so much. My life now is quieter, slower, and more intentional than it once was.

I’ve also learned just how difficult the wilderness can be. It’s beautiful and precious, but it’s also challenging in ways I didn’t expect. Still, through all of the ups and downs, God is faithful, and he’s been with me every step of the way.

I wouldn’t have included quitting my job in the middle of a pandemic and recession on my five-year plan, but that’s where God called me. And I’m really glad that I followed.

I am grateful for all that God has done over the last three years, and I am expectant for what he is going to do next.

How has your life changed over the last few years?

How have you seen God move in and through you?

The Crockpot, not the Microwave

One of the biggest misconceptions that I had at the start of this journey was how long this season would last. I wanted a microwave wilderness season, but that’s not what was necessary.

At first, I thought that after six months, I would know what I was doing and would be able to move quickly and easily into a new season. When that date came and went, I thought this season would last a year. But at the one-year mark, I was still in the wilderness.

Now, we’re at three years; honestly, I’m not sure what is next. I have no five-year plan. I don’t even have a five-month plan at this point.

I’m more uncertain than ever, but it’s a joy to be in this vulnerable and grey space. I believe that God meets us in the middle of our questions and our doubts.

I’ve realized that God has had me in a crockpot when I wanted the microwave.

Anyone who cooks can tell you that a crockpot is better than a microwave, but it requires an immense amount of time. Whether cooking a delicious meal or living your life, some things just take time to develop.

Are you in a crockpot season of waiting? How have you seen God show up in this season?

You’re Not Alone

Another big lesson that I’ve learned over these years is that I’m not alone. Not only has God been with me through every step of the journey, but he’s brought people alongside me.

If you’re in a wilderness season or a waiting season, I want to encourage you that God is with you in that space. You’re not alone (though sometimes it can feel that way), and this season won’t last forever.

If you’re in a questioning or doubting season, be encouraged that your questions and doubts aren’t disqualifying. You’re not alone. I encourage you to lean into community, even if it’s just one other person.

If you’re in a rejoicing and celebrating season, I celebrate with you. I’m so glad that you are experiencing the blessings on the other side of waiting and wrestling.

No matter where you find yourself today, I encourage you to take a few minutes to reflect. Think about the season you’re in and where God is in the midst of it. Remember where he has brought you from and what he has brought you through. Celebrate and thank God for his goodness, and invite him into wherever you find yourself today.

If these last three years have taught me anything, it’s this: God is faithful, and we can trust him.